poem just a kind word
this isnt holiday like… fuck! how am i supposed to enjoy this fucking weekend when my head all over assignments assigements and fucking assignments. dude, this is ied! how come people put finals right after ied AND MAKES STUDENTS DIDNT ENJOY THE HAPPY TIME?????
my finals… fuck you
idk if im going to finish this semester? AM I GOING TO GET DEGREE FFS???? why i always this im gonna fail this semester
im fucking pissed of a friend that couldnt cooperate. i mean… we’re team, we need to work together. i know you can do that alone, you are pro about those shit, but i want to learn to. i want to mastering it too. since beginning i knew this team wouldnt cooperate. this team is worse. fml.
i’ve been so productive today.
not to be brag, but yes, im soooooo productive like mf productive. attending classes, doing three assignment, having interviews, hang out with friends. idk if there will be the day like this day. and the good thing is no badmood all day. its fucking happy bright shining day!!!!
i hope tomorrow will remain the same. i wish. everyone hate bad day, right?
but stiiillllll…. im tired duh
when you are a college student, i would like to congrats ya’all for stay this way even tho it feels like hell. all the task, assignment makes me fucking crazy. im a journalist student. can you even tell how many days i took to rest? none! haha. that is crazy… or am i crazy?
these college shit i want to burn to dawn but i need to get degree. fuck. i hate that fact. like what cardi said in her song “i gave you more than i gave myself, so loyal to you i betrayed myself” no related? nah…
i have an assignment due friday, but i cant understand any of single word. read it just makes me dizzy. why am i this stupid? hah….. i hate college, once again.
before, i used to think college life would be a happy baby because free-uniform and you can come and go whatever you want, like they always show in movies. I WAS FUCKING FOOLED! I WANT BACK TO SCHOOL WHERE ALL SHITS WERENT THIS HEAVY.
getting mad for no reasons.
i think i need to go.
bye.
btw, im surprised why i write this in english, but seriously tho i prefer english when i write some kind of “diary” like this. idk why
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